Silk Spectre

I wish that... You ever notice I start post of my posts that way? With "I wish"? Well, anyways, I wish that I was someone like Silk Spectre (I also happen to adore her costume.) But alas, I am no superhero. But I wish I was somewhat... Well, attractive to people. Okay, okay, I get "ohhh you're hot" allll the time. That's not what I'm talking about. I wish that I was attractive, inside and out, to a special someone. Someone that could accept my flaws as much as I accept theirs. Someone who would never let me down even in the hardest of moments. Someone that doesn't pretend to be interested in what I'm talking about, but actually listens (even if I go on for five minutes about something like Titanic.) I want someone to be my someone. I think I found the perfect guy. We've been friends for two and a half years, and we've had crushes on each other for that long. We don't talk as often as we used to, and we hardly hang out, but I want that to change. I really want to get to know this boy, I really do, because I could see myself with him for a long time...

It's Been A While

I really want a group of friends. I mean, I have friends, but hardly any of them know each other. I want a group of friends that all hangs out together, that has adventures all the time, and that are always there for each other no matter what. I don't think that's ever going to happen, with my social phobia and shit. Don't get me wrong, I love my best friend to death, and I wouldn't trade her for anything. But for some reason I want more. I feel as if my support system is crumbling. I don't know how to handle it, except for having a large group of friends. Goddamnit, I want to be a Goonie.